i think this about says it

I’ve had a lot of stuff happen in the past week that I may or may not write about later.

In short:
Spring break!
Lots of drunken mother episodes.
Got to see my friends.
Got to trip balls on shrooms. Fucking whimsical as shit, brosef.
Lots of time with the boyfriend.
Got kicked out of my house. Like, pack your shit and go, (Refer to ‘drunken mother episodes,’  also ‘Stepdad who’s been actively ruining my life since I was nine years old,’) through no fault of my own. I got kicked out to shut my mother up.

But the real reason behind this blog was an aim conversation I just had:

OnAnOpticalAtlas: I never want to grow up = (
nur alleine ohne: it sucks balls
OnAnOpticalAtlas: Totes
nur alleine ohne: my friend’s dad died two months after graduation
nur alleine ohne: her mom died two months later
nur alleine ohne: also ayla’s dad died
nur alleine ohne: not long ago
nur alleine ohne: and a friend of mine was killed like 4 months ago
OnAnOpticalAtlas: Sucks
nur alleine ohne: yeah
OnAnOpticalAtlas: Wow
nur alleine ohne: yeah
nur alleine ohne: hit and run
OnAnOpticalAtlas: Sucks
nur alleine ohne: i was really messed up about it for a while
nur alleine ohne: i’ve probably talked about it before
nur alleine ohne: anyway
nur alleine ohne: you grow up
nur alleine ohne: and every one starts dying
OnAnOpticalAtlas: Yeah
nur alleine ohne: and life gets way more expensive
nur alleine ohne: and you have to be responsible
nur alleine ohne: and there’s no one there to tell you good job anymore
nur alleine ohne: growing up is the shittiest thing ever
nur alleine ohne: man i’m going to be a great psychologist with that attitude lol